I don’t normally feel “old.” But I was especially reminded of my age and impending birthday (the big 3-3!) at Monkey’s first school Christmas program.
I stood there, holding back tears, thinking, “I can’t believe I’m the one holding the video camera.”
I’ve always watched the parents holding the video camera taking videos of the kids, and I was always one of the kids!
Now I’m the one with the camera.
I thought, “I can’t believe I’m old enough for this. I can’t believe I’m responsible for two children.”
I can’t believe I’m the mom.
It’s funny how motherhood still catches me by surprise sometimes.
Monkey got over her initial shyness and then went on to be su-per loud during this Beatles-esque “Shape” song. Good lord.
Incidentally, I guess b*tching on your blog about how people overlook your December birthday really pays off.
A week before my birthday Husband came home with flowers and proclaimed it birthday week. We had a wonderful date on the weekend before my birthday (which honestly made all the difference because we weren’t trying to cram it in on the same weekend with all the Christmas festivities), and even though we both got sick with a horrible stomach virus, the week ended on a high note with a lovely dinner with our families.
By the time my actual birthday came on the 16th, I felt like I had already celebrated a marvelous birthday!
And then my cousin-who’s-like-my-sister showed up on my doorstep with a birthday morning Starbucks! And a hysterical card about carrot cake, which is only funnier because that’s my favorite kind of cake and the one my Grandma always makes me for my birthday.
I couldn’t have been more shocked.
And then my awesome neighbor stopped by with a smoothie!
Plus I got two of the sweetest and most unexpected cards in the mail. Truly, so unexpected, so sweet and they made me feel so special.
I was very humbled. And thankful.
It made me realize that I need to put my money where my mouth is and make sure that I’m following through on making birthdays as special for other people as I expect it to be for myself.
Cheers to another year!